The End

It’s been a while since I’ve posted on here.  Like…. over a year.

I’m pretty okay with that, too.  I was getting to the point that I ran out of things to say, and the things I did want to say were probably going to the wrong audience.  Not only that, but my writing was becoming ingenuine, which I hate.  I was writing so that people would read what they wanted to read, and not what I really thought.

So I stopped writing.

I started other blogs here and there.  I have one for angry, frustrated posts.  I have another one that I don’t remember anything about.  And then I created one just for my life as it is today.

I’m trying to decide where to take that blog.  I’ve posted on facebook about it, so all of my friends have access to it.  I’m not totally out yet, but I’m definitely not in the closet either.  I pretty much have completely come out except for on facebook.

There are things I want to write about on that blog that include my life as a gay man, but that means coming out completely.  I don’t care to do that.  Not because of fear, really.  More because I don’t want “the gay thing” to be a huge part of my life.  I mean, it is, but I don’t want it to be a huge part of my life in the eyes of other.  I just want to go on living my life, having accepted this part of me and embracing it.

So…. until I figure out what I want to do about that, I guess this is goodbye.

This blog has been incredibly helpful and therapeutic for me, and I hope that you, as a reader, found the same kind of help from this blog.  I hope that it has caused some enlightening to anyone that even glanced at it.  Thank you, my faithful readers.

Bye now.